Remember Me.

What would you do if I died tomorrow?

Would you cry? Feel remorse? Would guilt of what you said and what you didn't say overcome you?

You never know what may or may not happen in the near future, so don't go everyday thinking everyone and everything in your life is perfect. You never know when something might be yanked from underneath you.

So tell me, what would you do if I died tomorrow?

Above all, I want you to Remember Me. Write to me, leave me roses, and blow kisses at the sun. Because, if I were to die tomorrow, crying isn't what I want. Smile and be happy, find a reason to be, I wouldn't want tears.

All in all, you know what I want you to do--
Remember Me.

Family Fued.

Over the last few days, I've realized that I am nothing without my mom and (step)dad.

My mother has been here for me since day one, there's no one else I would rather have has a mother. She's always there when I need her and always gives me the best advice. No one else could ever compare to her, no matter how hard they tried. Yes, I have a stepmother, but she isn't really my mother. Just some woman my dad married that tries to take the place of my original mother.

Speaking of my stepmother, I'm rarely get along with the woman. I try, believe me, I try. She just doesn't understand that I am older than the other three kids, I don't have to hang out with them and do whatever they please because being almost 16, I don't want to sit around at the zoo or chuck e cheese's. I like malls, movies, pedicures, manicures, shopping, and so on and so forth.

My stepfather, on the other hand, is the complete opposite of my stepmother. Unlike my father, he's been there for everything. Ever since I was eight years old, he's been around for everything. All of my awards ceremonies, my swimming lessons, my eighth grade graduation... everything. My real father doesn't even seem to notice that I get all these awards... ehh.

My real father doesn't seem to notice that he neglects me. Sure he has other kids, but he doesn't understand that I need just as much as they do. I need clothes, I really do. It wouldn't bother him to come up here every once in a while. Not to mention he gets mad when I wanna go see my other family too.

Ugh, it's a never ending game of Family Fued and "JaiLynn's Life" is the topic.

A whole new world...

I have realized today that some people just don't understand what it's like to be in my shoes. They think that just because their parents don't care if they get in trouble, the parents of the other children won't care either. Now, my parents are very strict. If I even have a cop approach me and they have any suspicion that I've done something wrong, I'll get yelled at.

On a brighter note, my day was fairly pleasant. I went to the mall and saved this really cute guy from getting security called on him. Kudos for my southern charm? Other than that, the mall trip was sensational. I love going with my best friends, Christian and John. Everyone thinks I'm dating one of them, but I never would.

Anyway, apparently I am a grammar Nazi. (I used that in the nicer way I was given.) I realized that when people are hating on me, if I correct their grammar, they will get pissed off. No one wants to look like an idiot on the computer, right?

Ah well, sorry for the late post. Goodbyee.

Did Venus blow your mind

Eh, I'm not sure how that song got stuck in my head.

I'm so confused. I don't know if I'd rather be happy or be loved. You know? One guy loves me, like he really does. While the other guy makes me smile and laugh, I'm truly happy when I talk to him. Of course, you're not suppose to leave the one you love for the one you like, but "love" is out of the question. I say I love you, but I really don't. I'm fifteen, loving someone means a commitment. Not that I am scared of one, although I am slightly afraid of one, I can't stand another heart break. If you're someone like me who gets hurt ALL the time, you would get where I am coming from.

Definitions of Love:

Urban Dictionary-
Love - nature's way of tricking people into reproducing.

Dictionary.com-
Love- a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

Wikipedia-
Love- any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment.

Those three definitions should tell you on how people really view love. Now, there's no age limit on love, despite what people say. "You're too young to be in love." How can anyone tell you how you feel? They can't, so if you're in love, hold it. You never know when it might leave, so make every moment count.

If you're like me and don't really believe in that crap, we should still get our Prince(ss). Right?
Leave me your thoughts,<3

--JaiLynn Anita.

I love you; Je t'aime; Te amo; 我爱你; Ich liebe dich; eu te amo; я тебя люблю

Wall Flower?

Oh I know what you're thinking.
"JaiLynn! Two posts in one day? That is preposterous!"
Well, keep your britches on Molly. It's not even a blog post... More of a glance of what goes through my head almost everyday.

I, if you haven't noticed, am the last of a dying breed. What is this dying breed you may ask? Gamer girls. I can't seem to find anyone like me, therefor last of a breed. I play numerous gaming systems and games..
Eh, XBOX 360 and Gamecube are my favorites.. Lame? Yes.
JaiLynnAnitaa is my GT on XBL, so hit on that.

Today, I pre-ordered Fallout: New Vegas... It comes out 8 days before my 16th birthday, (10/20/10 is the release date,) and I can't be more excited,(: I am such a nerd<33

Bath and Body works makes me smile, like for real. P.S. I love you (Spring Fling) is amazing <33
Guys are stupid, but one seems to keep me smiling, <3333
I get sick, all the timeee :/
Catsssss.

Oh! I'm going to Florida in July, <333