A long awaited return.

What was wrong with me lately? The fact that I can't think of anything to inspire me was a problem. Anyway, hello my followers. I understand the fury you guys are probably feeling towards me for I have abandonded my post to follow my heart once again. I would be a poor soldier, that's a fact.

I read a book this school year in English and have finally realized what the point was. I failed the book test, but I guess it's the thought that counts? A Seperate Peace by John Knowles is an awful book, at first that is. However, as I continue thinking about the novel, I realize it's trying to teach me a life lesson. Jealousy and fear of ones self are laced all throughout the book, like aesenic was laced in those powdered sugar doughnuts from the book Flowers In The Attic by V.C. Andrews. (Which also is a fine book to read.) I have no real thing to type about in my return posting, but I will leave you with a list of books that should be read.

My List:
1. Flowers In The Attic- V.C. Andrews
(This book is very intense, however it is good.)

2. Pride and Prejudice- Jane Austen
(It sounds boring, but as a story of true love of course it's swell.)

3. Next To Nothing- Carrie Arnold.
(I was forced to read this book, and it turned out being amazing.)

4.The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas- John Boyne.
(This is a book based on the holocaust. Don't read it if you can't handle it.)

5. The whole CRANK series.

6. Pretty Little Liars series.

White Flag.

This innocence is brilliant, I hope it never goes away <3

Sue Me.

I want this dress!! <3333
It is so ca-uteee <3

Hollywood Dream.

I know you read this site.

I wish you would realize that I'm not happy. That "gorgeous" smile you see plastered across my face everyday isn't real. Please, ask me what's wrong because I'm scared I'm falling back into my same old pattern.

Food, it's my worst enemy. I eat for you, because I know that it makes you smile when the thing I crave and hate the most is set in front of me.

My old pattern? One guy right after the next, a few hundred calories a day, and worst of all, my mood swings. Please, pull me out of the hole I'm digging yet again before its too late. <|3

I wanna be wrapped up in your love.

Wishful thinking....

Hm, I want a tattoo.
When I'm 18 of course!
These are just a few I like.

It's easier than telling the truth...

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning

I am nothing more than a liar.
I tell you I''m over it, I show that I'm over it.
Learn to get inside my head.
I won't be over it.

I keep our pictures in my binder, I refuse to get rid of them.
I write you notes that you will never get the chance to lay those gorgeous eyes on.

I still keep your photographs, I remember how we used to laugh.

I'm trying to get you to believe that I don't need you, but baby I do.
I'm no Cinderella, but I still want my Prince Charming.

Sorry I'm a liar and I wasn't good enough.
I love you.

Why? You're probably asking.
Because it's easier than telling the truth.

Very peculiar...

Today, I created two little banners for my blog here.

Which one do you prefer?